only if it was this easy to scream
you'd hear me from everywhere
I wish these marks would bleed
so people could see the misery you leave in me

I am getting on in years and they are catching up with me while I desperately try avoid them I can see the benefit of the wisdom age brings. I never thought I would be broke and jobless at 26, especially after all the hard work I have put into working for the government but as of next week I will be on the other side of the dole que trying to breath at the thoughts of it is just heavy rusty metal against my lungs.

On the plus side:
I could stumble upon many different opportunities ad maybe start stoking my potential as a writer. The biggest plus is the love in my life, Mallory is the key to all that is good right now :) and shant I forget my friends who's plans for tomorrow have me ever so excited to a point of fizz.

Look at me me:
Blogging away like one of those people who blog... it is nice to get your currency out on paper or MAC as the case dictates here.

To you:
Anybody who ever reads this, thank you for taking a few moments out of your precious life and I hope this finds you in a good place :)